It's been a long time since I've posted. I am here to tell you there is a good reason for that. In the time since my last post I OD'd on my Seroquel. I also spent time in an inpatient nut house (not a place for drug abuse although more than half of my fellow inmates had drug issues) and found it rather refreshing to be plunked in with people who were "obviously" mentally ill (including a patient I nicknamed "Hyena" due to this kid who ran up and down the halls waving his arms and laughing loudly like a typical mad scientist --I'm not sure what was more disturbing here: that he was daily engaging in this behavior or that no one seemed affected by this. I never heard him speak a single word).
After being sprung from this place, I immediately started the process of either being admitted to another inpatient drug therapy or admitted to an out patient program where I would mostly be evaluated and my drug cocktail could be adjusted.
Today I am 48 days clean and headed to see Dr. Rein to have my medications evaluted yet again My hallucinations are mostly under control and I'd say as good as it's going to get. Both Lauren and Ma are totally overjoyed at having me "back." And I have to say that I am rather glad myself.
Stay tuned to my usual fare. More will be coming.
